Saturday, July 12, 2008
i'm supposed to be researching for something for gp...but ended up blog surfing and eventually here.
was reading nic's blog about how she was really lucky to have so many friends that care about her and all. This reminded me of all the little things that my friends have done for me and i realised that i've been taking them for granted. The smses of encouragement from chin and char and even yilin in the past. The talks over the phone with nic over problems that even though nic didn't really know how to help me with,she still tried to listened. The letter along with the moo moo that char passed me...i kinda cried when i saw the letter cause it was really timely. It came during a time when i felt that i was really lonely, it made me realise that people do care.
There was too much uncertainty in the relationships that i've established in jc. Perhaps that i've been too reserved, i didn't make my thoughts known. Or rather i didn't dare to make them known. I dun know why. maybe its cause i'm too self concious...
Cause of that i've had too many regrets... for not keeping in contact with qin ling, pei shan, eileen, michelle... for not building a stronger friendship with the many people that i had the chance to come in contact with...cca people, the class, bryan, claudia...
10:02 PM